♥ Once Again ♥

It's cloudy outside  And that's how I feel.  It's cold and wet  Inside this heart of mine  It's winter with no sun  It's summer without birds  That's how I feel.  Not a dream and not a hope  It's dark inside my soul  When usually there's so much light.  Once again I have to tell myself  No, not now... This time is not mine  Once again I have to go through sleepless  And painful, lonely nights  Once again I just have to know  It's come to the point "no-no"  So that is why, I feel so down  That is why I've come  To the point "Clear-out"  When I have to deal with myself,  My own heart and soul I have to face.  It's hard confronting yourself.  Once again I have to tell myself  No, not now... This time is not mine  Once again I have to go through sleepless  And painful, lonely nights  Once again I just have to know  It's come to the point "no-no"  I am waiting for you to come to me  The right, my all, my only one  The person I will see as my hero  The person I'll see as my power  The person I'll cry to, a person who  Will warm up even my shadow  Never letting me feel cold...  But as usual I sit here crying...  Once again I have to tell myself  No, not now... This time is not mine  Once again I have to go through sleepless  And painful, lonely nights  Once again I just have to know  It's come to the point "no-no"